wishing you joy!

Found you via Facebook, came and read a while, added you to my google reader, delighted to find you and your work out here in the world.
Happy new year to you all too!

love this photo! hope you enjoyed the holidays and that things are a little easier since the last post…we have good days and bad days over here, but definitely relish in the good days when we can get em! i still have moments when i mourn the relationship noah and i use to have. it makes me sad when i think things will never be the same between us. why doesn’t anybody tell you about those feelings? no one ever told me it would be this hard on the MAMA as far as adjusting to the changing relationship with the older one. They just talk about how to “include” the older sibling and make them still feel important. Noah is more independent though. I have stolen your term “orphan” hope you don’t mind!but that’s what noah is most of the day too. Poor guy. He says the same thing Adeline says: “Mommy, take the baby in the other room so daddy and I can play.” Eliza is soooooo cute just like her sis. Must be something with the second born (or was Adeline chubby too?) because Bijon is putting on weight like crazy. and he nurses less than noah did. he’s not a comfort nurser like noah was; just gets right down to business and when he’s done he looks for his thumb. i was so use to my boob fixing everything with noah and now i feel a little lost when bijon doesn’t want to nurse. lots of bouncing on the medicine ball and walking back and forth in the moby or sling. lots of love your way.